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aiyinako me !!!!Mian!!!!!!always got in trouble!!!!!!wuwuuwuuw …..

Dad said:life  is  so  short,don’t make youself unhappy~love and be loved.u  can go home anytime !but  plz thinking about that are you  go 2 filip alone?!when you went 2 philippines you must be  sure 2  know that!you are not as a personal,behind you it’s your country your group!!!!if you wanna Corrupt reputation!i  can take  a ticket 4 you!and you just come back!……but  dad~i  m  really  so  sad now~i am in a grievance~~~~wuwuwuuww …..

new year?what do i do ?crying….i hate  this.actuactlly, i knew i made mistakes.and i prosmised i never do it anymore.but what happen?…ok!i WILL 4get this painful…….i  will show everydoby like what Dear MA’AM jING said”be honor as a person be admireed and respected,then u hv 2 show 2 us that u mean it”~thank you very much!thank you lord bring all of you into my life~take care of me ,and understand me and love me and teach me too much!yap!i’m  not child anymore~i’m a teacher!i  must  know what is life!what is right and wrong!thank you Jasy’s mummy ,theah’s mummy~~revian.eleanor,marjorie,ma’am jing,yaya mimi ,etc….thank you 4 loving me too much~~~~

1、  nursery——

                   i’m creating  the classroom’s  environment  for  the  third lessons.

                    i just follow my feeling to do something.

                    it’s better that i will  change the classroom’s environment every examnation,and the babies will  feel  something new,i  wish  they will like it.i  require ma’am Inday to  ask somebody to color the  tables&chairs&boxes in nursery,maybe tomorrow will be on.

                  star from after  the  second  exam,i  will  try  to  speak  more Chinese in the  class,it’s  better  for  the  babies,they  will  learon  more Chinese.i’m laoshi,not  the  english,so  i  must  change it!before  i  leave  Lanao chung hua school,i  wish  my  nursery’s  babies  can  learn more  Chinese.my  plan :every morning,babies  will  do 10mins  exercise,after  the  snacks’ time,they  will  take a  walk,ok…  sounds  good!in  China,all  of the  kindergardens are  like  this,and  they  sleep in school  at  the  noon time,in  the  afternoon ,they  still  have  class,and  will  go  home at 5pm.

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sleep  now!!continu tomorrow….

when  i  view  my  msn  dairies,i saw  a  plan  in  one  of  my  dairies  about  these  3 years…seems  funny.i it’s  like  this :2007-2009，i want to  earn money as long  as  i  can.2010,i  want  to  have  boyfriend….haha…probably  i  will  follow  what  i  plan.come  back  to PH. or  not?hehe ….most  of  my  friends always said:”giving  up to   arrest  her ,if  she  plan to  do  something,it’s  not  only  plan,she  will  really  do  it!”…just  like  what  my  Dad told  me when  i  asked  him  about  i’ll  reback  or  not,he  said,”you’re  my  daughter,i  know you….”hehe,so  just  up  to  me.i miss  here,and  i  miss  China,Next  year  it  will  be  last  year.i’ll  be  back  if  the  school’s membership   allow  me  come  back.i  enjoy  here.the  babies,colleagues,parents,yayas ect, who  are  friendly  to me …….yap!juat like  they  said”even  i  miss  China,i  must  earn  mney  firet.”next  April,i’ll  invite  my  parents and  my  yong  brother  go  to  HK.COME on !jiayou ~~~~gud  nyt!!

  happy  teachers’  day.

 really  happy.it’s  my  2nd  teachers’ day.

roses&chocolates….

it  seems  have  a   Valentine’s Day…

sweet&happy…

but  how’s  the  Valentine’s Day?

i  don’t  know. 

i  wish  the  1st   Valentine’s Day  will  come in  the  future….

hahahahahahahaha…..

anyway.it’s  ok.i  enjoy  my  life,everyday  look  likes  Valentine’s Day.

in fact,me&angel  are  most  happiness  among  all  the  Chinese  teachers.

because they take  longer  time  to  work  than  us!and  the  kids  are  more  than  us.and  also  they  not  only  hung  in  one  class….hahah…i  thought  god  really  love us  so  much,Even if there are problems, I should smile and  solute ,rather  than  just  Complaining。yes!i  must be!thank you god!thank you everyone  in  my  life….thank  you  all  the  babies,love  you all  so  much.

at  last,Ma’am  Majorie went  back  already,miss  her …..thanx  she  is  healthy  now~~~just  pray  to  god!let  Mar  &vian  can  past  their  examinations…emen!

suddenly，i  miss  winter.

i miss my scarfs.

just  only  2nd  winters,

but  it  seems  over  several  years,

 i  just  ……

i  just…

i  just   a little bit lost…..

October  is coming,November，December…

December!it  should  be have a choice again.

i  don’t  know  how  to  choose,

money ?or  happy  and  colorful  life?

it  just  like a  friend told me :

think  about  what   you want,you’ll  know how  to  choose.

too  greed,too  lost!

coming please!December！

i  want to know what’s  my  decision….

 God guide me always，please！

A darkness of  night, stay at  the balcony  to  look  at  to  sky.

it’s clean and transparent as always.

i like  to wear headphone to listen music more and more.

……

Raining  again,i’ve smelt d  the flavor of the soil.

…..

something wrong about my loptop,

so sad!

just remember a famouse of author  Mr bingxin said:(冰心先生说：“成功的花，人们只惊慕它现时的明艳，然而当初它的芽儿，浸透了奋斗的泪泉，洒遍了牺牲的血雨！” ）

“we  envy the  flower just  coz their fresh color,however,when  they  just a bud,they try their best  to open  just want  to show their most color to us…”

there is  a adage in China  is“zuo  sheng  bu ru zuo shou”meas”do the conversant  work  is  better than you do  the  strange work ”….

This adage was often used at the begining  about you decide to change  work or business. means It’s  a inflexible faith to the profession,”strange ” is  an unknow domain,”conversant” means accumulated  some  experiences already….however,how much  lonely …..

it’s so late !Go to sleep.tomorrow is another day.

• In a strange and familiar land,
• Sometimes, i don’t  like the  holiday here,
• because i really don’t know where i’ll go.
• after work,
• just stay in the bedroom,
• To be a preparation for tomorrow’s work，
• and then face to the  computer  till i fall in  sleep,
• almost repeat the same things everyday,
• i’d like  to  change my life,
• but always don’t know where to star,how to change,
• In fact, life was not empty,

  Only relative who just lazy，

  probably i look like  a Koala,

• bcz most of the time  Koala stay in the high tree,
• even  sleep they don’t get down…
• that’s it.
• it’s me?
• no…..
• i need  to  change it  of  course can’t compare with in  China,
• but it  must be not  like  this ,so emty,so borning,so….
• i  like to hv a lesson in nursery,bcz of the lovely kids,i  get a sunshine mood,even a  few kids not behave,but  it’s ok!it’s really different.but  there is a  problem i don’t  like and i care it——it’s different with chinese parents in  china ! bcz i  really  can’t  understand if  there is a problem with parents and teachers,they  should be talk to the  teachers!not Complained to others,if they don’t  talk  to  us,how  could  we  know  what’s  wrong?how  could  we To solve the problem，bcz one by one,the message It will become  different!i  don’t like  get in trouble!what  can  i  do ….I just want  to have a peace in this year I spent teaching life of the Philippines.god bless!!!!!!
•             really  love  my  babies who in the  nursery!!!!i hope if  there is  a  problem.the yaya or the parents will talk  to  us…and  we  can  solve the  problem……
• gud nyt.///….